That Was Only A Dream

Today, I woke up with tears in my eyes. My pillow got wet.
Then I realized..
I cried in my sleep. It was just a dream but I felt so real.

I'm scared.

So scared.

I looked at my watch. It's 530 in the morning. I wasn't sure, Was it
a sign of something? Was it real?

I don't quite remember how and why does it happen. But in that
dream, I was crying. Dear had just passed away. He was lying and
there were a lot of people reciting Yassin. I just got back from
somewhere. I couldn't remember.

It was soo dramatic. Soo like in a drama.

But it seemed real. To me.

When I woke up, I could see he's still sleeping. He's still beside me.
I'm so relieved. And thankful that he's still breathing. Glad that it
was just a dream.

When he was siap-siap to go to work earlier on, I couldn't say a word.
I kept on saying "Take care dear" "Hati-hati tau". I didn't tell him
about the dream.

What if it's true?
How would I live without him around?

I can't think more. That would make me shed into tears. Again.

*Sigh*

I never say this frequently, but I just wanted you to know that deep
down my heart, I'm so glad that I'm yours and I truly love you.
Thanks so much for taking good care of me.

If I die tonight, I know you'll smile when you read this. =D


p/s: So teringat the P/S I love You movie. I read the book and I watched the movie too. I think I'd prefer the book than the movie. It touches my heart more than the movie. Heart Cecilia Ahern~


After he got back from work, I start to cari pasal with him. :D I gez it's juz the way of me showing love to him. Love cari pasal with you, And love you most when I failed to make you mad at me.Wonder how can you stand me. Hihikhik. I love you dear. I really do! *Hugsssssszzzz*