I'm Speechless~

Dearest friends and family,

I'm taking this opportunity to express my deepest sorry. I'm terribly sorry~

I'd like to introduce my NEW baby..

: Nikon D40x :

Dear is upgrading his camera from D40x to D80. So I inherit this "baby" from him. That is it!


This is my new "baby".

I was so excited that this baby is officially mine. So, that's why I was kindda write like I'm actually pregnant. I'm sorry for causing this misunderstanding. You know, the way I break the news.. Seriously, Saya Sangat T.E.R.U.J.A.

Plus, Izdi also have the same model as mine. Can't wait to got photo shooting together eh beb!!

Anyway, we're still trying to have one. *Sigh*. Praying hard that soon we really have a baby (or babies.. I want TWINS). *wink*wink*.

So guys,

PLEASE FORGIMME..
I'M NOT PREGNANT yet~

p/s: Ila, I didn't turn up for the badminton match coz I was so busy editing pictures. Me and dear are actually starting our Wedding Photography project~ Well.. it's a way to test our skills right~

New Baby~

Yeah.

We're waiting for one.

Soon..

But not too soon~

Hopefully everything will go as planned.

Praying that we'll be okay~

True Marriage

Ada yang berkata..

" Getting married is like going to a restaurant with friends.
You order what you want, then when you see what the other fellow has,
you wish you had ordered that.

Tapi bagi saya..


Perkahwinan ni macam pakai cincin kahwin tau. Setiap hari kita pakai cincin. Kejap-kejap kita pegang kita boleh rasa cincin di jari manis kita. Tapi, apa akan kita rasa apabila satu hari kita tak pakai cincin langsung? Macam kehilangan kan? Bila kita pegang jari tak rasa cincin. Jari rasa ringan semacam. Rasa..




Kehilangan.




That's what marriage means to me.

I cannot live without him. I love you more, day by day~

"Do not marry a person that you know you can live with.
Marry someone that you know you can't live without..

Family First~

I was so busy for the whole weekend. I had plans. Picture editing, rearrange the living room, doing laundry and the most important thing is --> HOT AIR BALLOON PHOTO SHOOT.

Apparently my MIL and her family were around, I had to SACRIFICE ALL of my plans~ Ah well.. Family first right.

:|

*Ikhlas kah?*

Well, I enjoy they coming here. Serious! It means "Shopping Time" (though my bank account doesn't really agree with it.. :D). So me and dear had lotsa plans for them. Bringing them here and there, taking pictures and yeah, shopping as well.

Anyway, I'm a bit frustrated that I didn't get a chance to go for the photo shoot thingy. Crying inside. ='( And at the same time, I don't wanna put my dear in a difficult situation. Now I think I had learned some lesson.

If your MIL is coming to your house..

[1] Plan your activities - so everyone will be happy

[2] Some wives don't always agree with the MIL. I'm not saying that it's hard to be friend with your MIL, but some people find it hard. In my case, I love them as my own family. I enjoy shopping with them. Back to what I was saying, if there is any disagreement, don't show it to your MIL, but try to talk to your husband. May be he has some definitions to it.

[3] Dear husbands, DO NOT try hard to satisfy everyone (especially your wife and your mom), till the end, you'll be the one who suffers MORE. You can take my advice or not, but all I'm saying is trying to make everyone happy is NOT a good idea. There must be a sacrifice. Choose one.

I see dear tried to satisfy my need (the most important photo shoot) and his family (shopping spree and jalan-jalan). In the end, everyone got upset - I missed the photo shoot (coz he was late), the family was daymn tired (of waiting) as he went to meet his friends to buy some stuff for the brother. Hope you can see what I mean.

To me, lebih baik kecewakan seorang (me ofkos), daripada melihat ramai yang kecewa (semasa dalam proses nak puaskan hati semua orang).

:D

That's the most important lesson of the week!! Ingat tu~

And from now on, I know how to priorities my things. Family than sports, family than photo shoot, family than skating, and blah..blah..blah..

FAMILY FIRST!!

1st Putrajaya International Hot Air Baloon Fiesta

: Cantik kan.. :

Korang,

Sempena cuti sekolah ni, Putrajaya ada menganjurkan Pesta Belon Panas buat julung-julung kalinya.

Butir-butirnya adalah :-

Tarikh : 19 - 22 Mac 2009
Masa : 7.15 pagi - 7.15 malam
Tempat : Presint 2, Putrajaya

Apa tunggu lagi!! All photographers, this is your perfect time!!!! Grab your camera and begin shooting!!

Serious aku rasa macam nak cuti hari ni and esok. Tak sabar nak p shoot~ I'm so excited!! \o/ Nantikan kemunculan shot aku okeh!

To sesapa yang datang tengok ni boleh la datang rumah aku..minum air sirap ke.. Makan buah tembikai ke... View dari rumah aku pon cun kot~ *Hope so*

Woopss.. lupa plak.

For more details, click here.

I Need vs I Want..

I Need...

[1] House Season 1 - 4
[2] Roller skate (used pon ok.. Would prefer pair of new one - anybody knows any lubang where I can get the best price? *wink*wink*)
[3] Kids


I Want...

[1] Nikon D300
[2] A house. Real house..
[3] Baby twins


So, sesapa yang ada any of those from the list (except both no.3 of course), please lemme know ya~ Hik hik hik

Friends, But NOT Friends

I watched House last week. It was "Dying Changes Everything".


In this episode, Wilson is grieving over the lost of Amber. And she actually died (in previous episode - Season 4). Amber dies because she is on a bus and she is only on the bus because House called Wilson to be picked up because he was drunk and Amber comes to pick him up but he goes off to take the bus instead and she follows him to protect him.

* I copy the statement about Amber here*

So, Wilson really feel bad and he decided to leave the hospital. Resign and move on. Build new life without Amber.

But, House would never let he go. Obviously he'll loose his best friend, his sidekick. Wilson is the only one who close to him. While he tried to persuade Wilson and really talk to him (without mocking and insulting of course), this is what House got from Wilson.


"We're not okay. Amber was never the reason I was leaving. I didn't want to tell you because— because I was trying like I always do to protect you, which is the problem. You spread misery because you can't feel anything else. You manipulate people because you can't handle any kind of real relationship. And I've enabled it. For years. The games. The binges. The middle-of-the-night phone calls. I should have been the one on the bus not—. You should have been alone on the bus. If I've learned anything from Amber it's that I have to take care of myself. We're not friends any more, House. I'm not sure we ever were."


Gawd!

Sedih kan?

I could never imagine if there's someone treating me like that. I mean, yeah, I'm not the kindda friend who's nice to everyone. I'm not a good friend either. Well, sometimes people make mistakes, and GREAT friend will always tell you what's right and what's wrong. But, how far do you want people to tell you what you should and should not do kan? Or sampai bila nak macam tu kan?

Friends might say, "Takkan semua pon aku nak bagitau. Ko dah besar. You can think by your own, right."

Yes.

That's right. But like I said earlier, we can't satisfy everyone. Some may like what I do, and some may not. We live in a different world, different places withe different people. So if you don't like what I do, just tell straight to my face. I'd rather feel "pain" than to be rejected. I don't like people to prentend being my friend, sedangkan deep in your heart you don't even think I'm your friend. Just like how Wilson did.

Pity House.

Ok.

It's not really how I feel. I don't write based on how I feel. Well, at least not right now. But it's just what I thought when I watched the drama.

Apa akan aku buat if there really is someone like that?
What if that "someone" is actually my friend?
And what if, that friend is actually pretending to be MY friend?

I just can't imagine.


And again, I watched House last night.

So sad. I feel sorry for House. I don't know why. But I just can't help to imagine that I was House.

Cane?

Friends, if you don't like me, remember to tell me okay~ Just tell me..

I think I can change~

For good~

('_')

Jimba Jimbo [Part 3]

Hi~

:D

Korang ingat lagi tak pengembaraan kitorang kat Kinabalu tempoh hari? Aku tak sempat upload gambar masa kitorang pegi snorkelling kat Taman Laut Tunku Abdul Rahman, Kota Kinabalu kan? Ni aku ganti balik ye~ Syiok abes pegi sana... pakej dia agak murah. Lebih kurang RM53 setiap sorang [termasuk life jacket & gogle (RM15), tiket bot (RM35), dan tiket nak masuk pulau (RM3 - 3 pulau)]. Kitorang amek pakej yang ke 3 buah pulau yakni:

: Pulau Sapi :



: Pulau Mamutik :



and





: Pulau Manukan :

That was the first time I snorkel. SERIOUS!! tak tipu punye~ Jadi masa mula-mula pakai gogle tu, teringat pengalaman burok menarik masa first time scuba. Gila sesak nafas! Dah la masa tu aku selsema. Daymn rasa macam nak mati~ Anyway, aku berjaya jugak snorkel di bumi Kinabalu ni. Walaupun coral dia tak la cun sangat macam kat Redang or Tioman (kata orang la..aku tak sampai lagi.. (^,^) tengah buat perancangan nak pegi sana jugak~).

Ouh, ya~ Sebaik si Shadow Dansa ni bawak camera dia. Boleh bawak masuk air (3m JE). Tapi ok la kan, kalau nak harapkan dslr aku..mana boleyh kan. Kata si Shadow Dansa ni

"Beb, mesti dorang pelik kan aku boleh bawak masuk kamera dalam air dengan selambanya.. La.. La.. La.. La.. "

Agak sengal kan bunyiknya.. Tapi ya! itulah kawan baik saya~ Masa aku dengar ayat riak dia ni aku sekadar senyum dan berkata,

" Ya! aku sokong. Sebaik kamera best ko ni ada"

Tak leh komen banyak sebab nanti aku gak yang nak pose dalam air tu~ (^,^)

: Rasa cun pulak aku nengok gamba nih :



: Korang rasa banyak tak ikan ikut aku? :



: Ada yang lagi banyak ikut Diha tau! (T,T) :



: Ikan terubuk kot ni.. :

: Dan NEMO!!! :



: Dan lagi... :



: Ni kat Pulau Mamutik :



: They made me pair of shoesss :



: Me n dearest buddy :



: Macho je rasanya :

Sebenarnya si Hero Remaja tu ada jugak dengan kitorang, tapi saje je tannak letak gambar dia yang seksi tu..kang nanti Tomok jeles.. sebab ada pencabar dia untuk jadi model Majalah Mangga~ Hehehe..

Aku sangat berbangga dengan hasil tangkapan gambar di ketiga-tiga pulau ni. Mantap beb.. Korang patut pegi pulau-pulau ni. Especially to those yang gile pantai macam aku (tapi tak reti berenang, cane?). Nanti aku citekan lagi apa kitorang buat lepas puas berenang kat pulau-pulau ni~

Anyway, aku ada kuiz untuk korang.. Sapa boleh jawab soklan ni.. aku kasi adiah terbaik punye!!!

Soklannya:-
[1] Apakah mende di bawah ini??

: Teka beb.. teka.. :

The True Self

=D

Thanks Enchek Iskandar d Great kerana telah men'tag' diriku ini.. Adakah ianya sempena kemenangan RED DEVIL hari tu? hehe.. tak sabar tunggu week end ni ====> pertembungan dua gergasi, Man. U vs Liverpool *sebenarnya yang gergasi tu Red Devil je.. Liverpool tu takde la gergasi sangat..*


OK. Back to the tagging game. Here are the rules~

The RULES:
Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italic the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the Fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 guys ladies to do the same test.

The LIST to Bold/Italic/Just-let-it-be:

I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of magazines.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. - too much actually
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. - been more sane lately
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling. - 5 actually~ am missing them all~
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look. - LOVE the way I am~
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends. - Really love them all.
I am currently single. - I love you dear~ STIL!!
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I dislike them.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have (more) children in the future. - TWINSSSSSSS plz~
I have changed a diaper before. - Penah try change diaper my niece. Fail!
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends. - betul!!!
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment. - I'm craving for sushi~ huk huk huk.. =(
I'm obsessed with guys (on TV).
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.- getting pair of twins tu major la kan?
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage. - ha! ha!
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours. - I love white!
I can't live without black eyeliner. - This is SUPER true~
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet. - I totally need a proper diet~
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with. - kalau bukan the one I work with tu consider tak?
I am a caffeine junkie.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I'm an artist. - a photographer?
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

Finally!! I'd like to learn more about my friends of course~ so I choose these blogger :-

[1] Nurul - I miss u gal!
[2] Chegu Ian - Chegu kesayangan yang jao di mata, dekat di hati~ (^,^)
[3] Ikha - Sayang kamuK!
[4] Ila - Luvya babe!
[5] Denani - my dear new friend~

Penawar Duka

: Ni la dia.. I bought the one yang skin colour tu~ :

Chantek~ And I really love it. Thanks to Fara, the BK shoe Promoter. Sekali dia tunjuk gambar ni, and mention about the super low price (sesuai dengan cap dia - totally bukan Cap Mentol), WE (the FOUR of us) terus pegi rembat sorang sepasang waktu lunch. WAKTU LUNCH okeyh~ Serius best. Pehtu melapar kejap, sebab waktu lunch digunakan untuk rembatan ini.

Apa pun, iouls semua puas hati~ tak gitu babes?

Gadis Baik Bulan Februari 2009

Setelah beberapa ketika mendiamkan diri, aku akhirnya membuat keputusan untuk menulis kembali. *whheee hoooo*

Bukannya apa, minggu ni merupakan minggu up and down aku. Korang bayangkan, bangun pagi Isnin, muka sangat ceria sebab aku ada "reunion" nak jumpa kawan-kawan lama. Bila dah sampai di tempat yang dijanjikan, muka masih menten cun dan ceria. Bila sampai waktu tengahari, muka dah sedikit kerut (tahan lapar) dan bila jam menunjukkan jam 4 tepat, dan aku masih tak makan lagi, hati kecilku mula menahan gelora nafsu makanku, dan berkata,

"Kalau macam ni lebih baik aku puasa. Dapat jugak puasa sunat ke..puasa nazar ke... Alamak. Puasa Nazar tak ganti lagi. "

Korang bayangkan laa... Dari pagi tak makan (sebab excited sangat nak jumpa kawan-kawan, aku tak sempat breakfast kat rumah), sampai jam 430 petang baru aku makan. Haih.. Penderaan nih..

Mesti korang tertanya-tanya kan, apsal aku tak makan. Aku malas nak sebut. Sebab cerita dia panjang. Bila aku cuba pendekkan, aku cuma dapat tiga perkataan yang aku jangkakan dapat merungkai segala perjalanan cerita yang panjang. Yakni :-

TAK RETI MENGURUS

Yes!! Urusetia yang sepatutnya menguruskan perjalanan reunion ni, tak reti-reti mengurus. Haih.. And yet they call themself a PRO? WTF~

Itu kejadian hari Isnin. Hari Selasa sekali lagi aku bangun pagi dengan muka ceria. Baju cantik. Mekap cun. Bulu mata baik punya lentik. Camera dah ready siap dengan cameraman hemsem lagi. Mana nak dapat kan.. Aku dengan perasaan macho dan smart segak bergaya ini sangatlah excited menunggu saat-saat bahagia itew~

Hari Selasa merupakan hari besar aku dan kawan-kawan. Puas ber"reunion" bagai, tibalah masa yang ditunggu-tunggu. Ala-ala semangat nak terima Academy Awards gitu kan. Maka berpusu-pusulah rakyat sekalian alam ke dewan itu.

Di dewan tu nak kata ramai, tak la ramai sangat yang datang. "Peminat" dan "media" yang datang agak kurang la berbanding Hari Penyampaian Hadiah di Sekolah Kebangsaan Kuala Ketil, apatah lagi Academy Awards yang sebenar kan. Tapi tak pe. Sebab kehadiran "peminat" dan "media" ni tidaklah memberi kesan mendalam kepada diriku ini. Cukup dengan kehadiran kawan-kawan dan cameraman ku itu sajor.

Dah kemuncak acara ni. Aku dah excited bagai nak buat standing ovation kat sapa yang dapat awards paling besar (Sila bayangkan saat-saat korang menanti siapakah yang akan berjaya menjadi Juara Akademi Fantasia Musim Ke-5 haritu walaupon korang dah agak Mawi yang akan menang, tetapi muka tetap excited kan? Atau muka korang waktu menunggu pengumuman siapakah yang akan disingkirkan dari Raja Lawak Musim ke-3? Gitew la muka aku~). Tetapi, potong stim betul...takde "Mawi" pon di kalangan kitorang. Takde pulak peserta-peserta Raja Lawak yang akan di keluarkan minggu ni. Jadi perasaan itu seperti "Potong stim betul la..."

Tiba-tiba saja Fauziah Nawi umumkan,

"Minggu ni tiada peserta yang akan dikeluarkan"

Penat je kita saspen.

Penat je kita sediakan tisu (kunun nak nanges).

Penat je kita terjojol biji mata menunggu berita yang gempak itew.

Namun semuanya "Potong Stim Sahaja".

Sengal.

Jadi kepotong-stiman ini sedikit sebanyak telah meninggalkan kesan yang dalam jugak buat aku dan kawan-kawan. Selain dimalukan dihadapan para tetamu jemputan yang kitorang ni takde "Mawi" sehebat "World".

Takpe. Kita pasrah. Berserah pada Yang Esa. Tuhan Maha Adil, Tuhan Maha Kuasa.

Biarlah takdir yang menentukan segalanya.

Jadi, bagi mengubat kesedihan itu disamping memberi semangat kepada diri sendiri yang telah bersusah payah menjadi seorang yang baik sepanjang Februari 2009 dan juga turut menerima Academy Award itu, maka, saya, wan maisarah md. isa, telah memanjakan diri sendiri dengan membeli sepasang kasut.

Ya. Sepasang kasut.

*Dear, sorry, i telah "berbuka puasa kasut". =D Tapi kasut tu chantek kan...*

Kasut apa?

Hahaha.. nanti i tunjuk ye korang.

Cun giler~

And I'm soo happy again today~

Lupakan yang lain.

Think Big, Think Positive, Think Me!

Memandangkan musim cuti sekolah dah nak dekat, mesti ramai skang ni yang nak kawen, so aku nak share edngan kaum-kaum Adam petua pasal teknik2 nak mendatangi orang umah korang dari belakang. Ni pun aku dapat dari kawan aku jugak melalui emel. Lalu ku memetik dan mengongsinya di sini.


PASTI HEBAT......





1. Sekiranya isteri manja, geleteklah dia "he, kuci kuci kuci"


2. Sekiranya isteri garang, maka sebutlah "sorry darling, i balik lewat"


3. Sekiranya isteri suka surprise, maka sebutlah "Surprise!, abang dah balik"


4. Sekiranya isteri lemah semangat, maka sebutlah "Assalamualaikum sayang, abang dah balik " agar dia tidak terkejut


5. Sekiranya isteri sedang memasak, maka sebutlah "masak apa tu darling"





The he he he he..


Begitulah teknik-teknik bagaimana mahu mendekati isteri dari belakang, supaya isteri anda tidak terkejut kemunculan kamu secara tiba-tiba.


Sekian.

One Step Closer

Some people say, if you wanna change your life, start changing your look.

I've done it.

I cut my hair dah. Ngeee :D

So I'm one step closer to my target.