Yesterday was supposed to be the day of celebration. Full of celebrations! Lotsa things to celebrate kan. But unfortunately, it turned out to be disasterous! I've been thinking a lot whether I should write this or not, but if I don't, I'm afraid that this will affect me and my lil one.
Gila!
Yes.
I'm insane now!
I wish she's here that I don't hafta tell him my feeling when I feel bad, and in the end, by telling him, I hurt myself even worst! I couldnt stand anymore as this is totally NOT THE FIRST TIME. I couldnt understand myself too, why on earth did I tell him though I know he will do that again? Why on earth should I trust him, AGAIN?! Foolish! I am completely a fool!
To him:
I hate you and I will never forgive you. And jangan harap I will share stories with you anymore. Looser!
To her:
I really wish you're here. I miss you pretty badly.
I am emotionally hurt. And I don't like it!
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harap,
hari ini baik2 sahaja buatmu syg!
:)
thanks dear. such a wonderful word from you~
I hope so too~
y beb? the 'she' i think i knew her.. but the 'he'.. erm..
p/s: jgn emo sgt k, tak bek utk baby! kau sgt ceria aku tau! :)
:)
Terima kasih~ bila selalu meluahkan perasaan to someone then the someone gone, u'll feel kinda lost. to gain some trust from someone else seems so hard for me~
Sebab selau sikit2 je cite. now, bila sikit2 i simpan.. then bila sikit dah jadi banyak.. mengucap panjang je la~
Life's hard, kan? but life's also a roller coaster. I hope cepat2 la my turn untuk berada di atas roda itu~
*pray*
lady: 1 je, sabar 1/2 dr iman kn? so, kena byk sabar.. leh je ko emel 'she'.. confirm die reply.. :)
:)
Thank you so much!
Beb,
sabar ye... truly understand that 'lost' & 'trust' feeling...
sometimes, writing abt those feelings pun boleh melegakan..not d same as talking, of course but it works for me..
p/s: dah dkt ni nanti bila2 bleh pi lunch sama, okeh..
~dayah~
adakah puan wanmai ok? huhu macam serius je babe.
:D
Thank you dayah n cik ahkon. Bila time2 macam ni, memang emo terlebih. Mendea kecik pon bole jadi besar~
Thank you for all your support~
Dayah, nanti leh lunch sama. Nak amek softcopy gambar haritu (without resize eh..) :)
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