Truth Hurts

So hard to say but so hard to just keeping it to myself. But the truth really hurts.

I hate you for being that person - who lie to me.
I hate you for being emotionless - when you reveal the truth.
And i hate you for everything!

People say time heals.
Im not sure this scar would heal.
I am hurt. So much.
I trusted you. And i have to admit that i trust you no more.

P.s. Bloggeroid, i trusted you. Where are all the posts that i've been trying to publish? I trusted you.

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Pills story

I am tired of taking pills.
The first time was excited!
Like, Allah, I cant wait for it!





Then it turned out like not how I want it to be.
Then come another...

Hopefully I got what I want.

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Things that should be TOLD

There are things that should be kept unspoken, but there are so many things that should be told.
Eg.

1. The useless managers and poor management system, you tell them
2. Your best friends are doing the bad things, you tell them
3. You cheat your partner, you tell
4. You being dishonest, you tell
5. You scratch your principal's car, you tell
6. You dont like someones attitude, you advice


And lot more.
Truth hurts but its worth knowing.


You see, things can be simple in life. IF YOU MAKE IT SIMPLE by always being honest. Clearly honesty is the key.


Chill people. You dont have to talk bad things behind anybody's back. You dont have to lie. And most importantly you dont lie to yourself.

Period.



Smile. Then you will have a better world.

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Sayonara Alang Hida

Semalam kitorang ke klia. To sent off beloved sister balik ke tempat perjuangannya. Sambil kita bersiap-siap, sambil si Hannah siap beg dia. Beriya ambil buku, some toys and a smal lil bear.

And ready she is!





Bila lagi nak jumpa hida, wallahualam. Semoga berjaya di sana hendaknya. Gambatte ne hida san!

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Mother-Daughter Bonding. AWESOME.

Seronok spend weekend dengan Hannah. Well daddy was so busy doing things at the new house. So he couldnt join us.

That day we play pretend. I became a sick daughter and Hannah was the "mummy". She was so into it and I think she kinda loves pretending to be a mummy. But she still calls me "mummy". Heheh. Obviously.

*meet the mummy cum doctor*

I wonder why she put on my swimming goggles. Haha.



She came to me and said "temperature, mummy" while putting this long thing on my forehead.

"hurm. Panasnye.."

: The rolled sticker (cool fever), the long thing (thermometer) and mask-like semi circle (nebuliser) :

Then she used the sticker yang dah tak stick pun and put it on my forehead as well. I think she pretend it to be the cool fever. Clever girl!

"mummy, nah ni"

She gave me the mask-looked thing and pretend it like she was giving me a neb. T-T
Then i pretend to cough. She gave me that "neb" again. With a shuuuuuu sounds.


"ouh.mummy, nak bubur? Jap".

*Hannah's kitchen*

"nah mummy. Nak Hannah suap? Hurmm... Dap tak? Sedap kan"

*mummy, makan ni. Sayur. Banyak-banyak*

*mummy, minum susu dalam cup eh*

Mummy ok tak? Tido ye?

Then she left me for few minutes and then came back to check my temperature.

I feel so blessed. In a way she kindda know what to do to jaga orang sakit. Hoho. Hopefully she will continue taking care of us when she grow up.